Haiz, really don't know what am i thinking. Just when i've set my mind on forgetting everything, it comes back again. And yet again, i dreamt of her. Haiz. What does fate really want with me? I really don't know what to do. Haiz, maybe no one ever will understand how i feel. Maybe the hurt isn't as simple as i thought it was. For the first time, i am really hurt. It hurts so much that even when i am in my dreams, i would be reminded of it. It's just so damn bad. Haiz, what should i do? Or rather, what can i do? I am really puzzled. Why does fate let us have something but take it just as easily the next moment. I've been treasuring it ever since the first day. I did all i could but i couldn't fight with fate. Just like what she said before, if you haven't experience a broken heart, then you do not know what is true love. My heart is really broken this time, can you see? I can bluff the whole world that i no longer love you no more but i just can't bluff myself. Even if loving only the outer shell of you, i would be willing. Haiz. =(

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