Hmm, today feel very moody. Firstly, the stay at my cousin's house is over. I "checked out" today. Haiz, really miss the feeling of festive mood lor. Why so fast over? Haiz. But nevermind, we cannot turn back time. At least i enjoyed myself yesterday. =) Secondly, just now went to Esplanade and took a walk. But instead of feeling relaxed, i feel more moody. As i see many couple enjoying sweet moments together, i can only think to myself. Why can't i be like them? Where is her when i need her? While she was out enjoying herself, i buried myself in deep thoughts. Why can't we be like other couple? Did i not give her enough? Did i not shower her with enough of care and concern? Am i a really bad boyfriend? Am i good enough for her? Haiz, all these thoughts just popped up on my mind. Really sucks man. Nevermind then, at least i understand what my cousin told me earlier in the afternoon. Never give too much because when the person's gone, you get nothing. Maybe i should just stop giving so much in a relationship that's not even stable yet. Hmm, as long as she is happy, whatever sacrifices i do is worth it i think. Ok then, nothing more to say. Just gonna spent this lonely night quietly away.

"Absence makes the heart strayed, not fonder."