Haiz, don't think too much, don't think too much..but also not i want to go think about it. It just comes naturally. It's something i cannot control. Haiz, I REALLY WANNA TURN BACK TIME!!!!...arghz!!...I cried. Haiz, but i really can do nothing. No one will feel the way i do, this sentence is really true. And being left alone doesn't help too. Looking around me, i really want to have friends. But are they really friends? Haiz, the world is so realistic. How i wish i just stay as an infant forever. This way, i will never feel the hurt and sufferings that the adult world brings. This is the 5th day i am feeling sad. Don't know when it will be over, don't know when it will stop. Just waiting for that someone to give me a hand and lift me up. I've fallen, fallen too deep to get up by myself. Haiz. =(

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