Hmm, 6th day, the pain is still as much as the first day. And i am listening to the song that she told me that is nice. Hmm, it's very hard for me to control my feelings and just treat her as a friend. My feelings can flow uncontrollable but it can never be stopped. The day it stopped, is the day my heart stop beating. Hmm, nevermind, since she also said the most important thing le, what can i do? Just respect her decision and just be a good friend ba. Hmm, like i told her, she will never understand one thing from me. And that is the hurt that occurred every night. The pain is so devastating that only while i am sleeping, then i am feeling any better. Hmm, one thing i don't understand about her is that, while she said she has feelings for me, she broke up with me. And she even said that feelings can slowly be build up. I really don't know which one is really her true thinking. She just let me feel so confused. Hmm, putting on a brave front is really tough. How i wished everything can stop just once and for all. But it's not beyond my control. Haiz..=(

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