my mind was thinking about lots of things in the bus just now. listening to the songs in my phone, my mind began to wander. i just want to say out everything that i am thinking about but is there anyone i can confide in? i doubt so too, so no choice, i just have to post all my thoughts here.

i dread the feeling of losing something, i dread losing friends. though i might have a group of wonderful friends, but somehow, i just feel that when i need someone, everyone is either busy or missing. i wanna ask them not to leave me but it seems, i wont succeed. just a sudden sadness overcome me.

i really treasure everyone around me, even that special someone. after much thoughts, i finally figure out where i am heading to. i shall work towards that target and try my best. even if it doesn't work out as well, i will be contented. we work hard not to have something in return but to enjoy the process of working hard. =)