i am feeling terrible right now.
it's not that i don't wanna be good to you,
it's not that i don't wanna love you.
it's just that i don't know,
why am i treating you so bad.
i knew it from the start,
but i couldn't stop it.
i am unable to control what i do,
my mind is controlling me rather than the heart.
i am sorry.
your happiness lies elsewhere,
hope you find it one day.
i am truly sorry.