i know i shouldn't have done this, done that.
but i just can't help it.
should i just deny my feelings and lie?
sorry, i can't do it.
it's not a matter of wanting to do it or not,
it's a matter of whether you can or not.
i am sorry, should have let you go.
but somehow i am still holding on.
i don't know when i will let go,
maybe i won't till i drop dead.
it's the first time i am feeling so depressed and down.
i am seriously torn.

笑我太傻太蒙懂或爱得太重
只为相信我自己
能永远对你心有独钟